i'm sitting here now with my little man right now. i can't even watch my normal shows on tv without thinking about my husband. i've cried so much in the last few hours that i have a head ache now.
he called me! i miss him so much. he's sitting in Lansing right now. he leaves for another physical in the morning around five-ish. then it's off to the airport and he's gone for two whole months. i just want him to be sitting in his spot on the bed, watching family guy and making me smile. i want him to whisper 'i love you' in my ear as we fall asleep. i don't know if i'm going to sleep at all tonight. i suppose when i tired enough i will but i also have a sick baby to take care of.
but now i have to get boobah ready for bed. i have to get some kind of sleep myself. i have to start a routine for the next few months. i have to do this. hubby knows i can and i want to prove to him that i can.
i miss him. i love him more than anything.
this was taken before we had boobah and before my hubby cut off all of his hair. this is what hubby looked like when i first fell in love with him
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